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Happy Holidays



Happy Holidays!



And I hope all of your wishes in the New Year come true!



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Looking At What Is Possible

I asked my mom,” Do you see me as a disabled person?”

My mom said, No, look at all that you have accomplished.   Even with all of your circumstances you never stop, that is not a disabled person.”

I started to look at my accomplishments and I saw everything I have done.   I now get that, yes, my life is inspiring but I too have bumps in the road “disabilities”!

I realized that there is no such thing as a “disabled person” WE ALL have some ...<< MORE >>

Getting Difficult

I have a hard time typing on the computer now.  I can only be at
the computer a few minutes at a time.  Then take a break  and come back
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Happy Thanksgiving


Happy Thanksgiving
       
  Cornucopias, pumpkin pies and canned yams
                Sharing thanks with
                 Family & friends
                   Angelic faces
                  Smiles in lines
      Joy, prayers and gratefulness
                   All Creates
             A Happy Thanksgiving
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Good Times! A trip to Hawaii

I am back!!

I know I have not written a bog in a while and I am sorry, but thank you for giving me my space.

I went to Hawaii!! It was all made possible by my loving family Nando, Christy, Diego, Suzi, Bob, and Aunt Tina.

Hawaii was the best experience and I had the best time. I went parasailing!  It was the most freeing experience I have ever had!  I am grateful. Parasailing is one of the things I have always wanted to do. My mother and I did something special everyday ...<< MORE >>

Tough Times

This all started four of five weeks ago.  The tumor changed, all my plans changed. 

The insurance was the most annoying.  My mom is the bomb, she was on the phone fighting with the insurance for two whole weeks, she even was on two phones literally 24 hours a day. 

I was at the doctors every single day. I was getting tired of it all. 

By the time I was scheduled for the MRI I was really tired.  I was so out of it I could not even hear my results. I kept thinking… just putone foot in front of ...<< MORE >>

Veronica's Fund Raising Event

The Art of the Brain

    The Art of the Brain was a terrific event.  Dr. Cloughsey and his team are an amazing example of the difference doctors can make today.  Brain cancer has taken strides, but it is still a big struggle to treat this disease, and still… we will never give up.

    I was proud to be part of the event; I had my life story painted by an amazing artist, she painted my friend Katie and I when we were younger it is set on the beach with the two of us laying together with ...
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Words Cannot Express...

Last Thursday, something amazing happened to me. I cannot express my appreciation enough. It means the world to me. So many people were praying for me all at the same time.

I was truly touched and it was a wonderful feeling. I am thankful to have so many family and friends to pray and think about me. Thank you for the strength that you sent to me.

Veronica
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Steriods

AddedBodyStart



            I
didn’t know what was going on with me.  I
would cry out of nowhere, I would scream even if the slightest thing annoyed
me, and if someone touched me it made my skin crawl.  Oh my goodness, it was strong.



            The
new chemo takes 5 to 6 weeks to take affect.  
Therefore, the doctors put me on steroids to help the swelling in my
head go down.  My doctors are starting
to wean me off the steroids.  Thank God!



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A Meeting With Artist

AddedBodyStart

There is Gala Event
at UCLA and my doctor nominated me to be part of this event.  I am honored and thankful for this opportunity.


I got matched up with an artist who is going to
paint my life story.  She is
amazing.  Not just the way she paints,
it’s her energy that radiates from her heart. 
We connected on a strong level. 



Her art show was
in San Diego so I went to see it; this ...<< MORE >>

Before the Tumors



I used to go
swimming a lot. It was freeing.  The pool
is a place where I can clear my mind.  I
was afraid I wasn’t going be in the pool again because of the brain tumors’ affect
on my body.



I declared I would
get in the pool again.  So, this semester
I enrolled in Swimming Class.  I didn’t
think it will be the same thing but I fell in love all over again.  It’s a little bit different but it’s everything
I hoped for.  I am ...

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MRI - Another Change

MRI

That wait for the doctor… goes on forever … goes on … like the energizer bunny, accept there is no energy and it’s just still. That is how I know something is going on, and I know it’s not good.
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Send me positive thoughts

This email was sent out to Veronica's special friends. I know that everyone out there is a special friend. All, let's build our posititve thoughts into a force of nature and love.... Kathy


My MRI was today and the tumor has grown.  Time for a new plan.
 
I writing to you because you have been a blessing in my life.  So, keep on sending me positive thoughts.
 
Veronica
 
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Losing My Speech

I remember when I lost my speech.  I was at University of San Diego and I had to meet my classmates to discuss a project.  I came in prepared because I did part of the research.  I could not put two words together.  I did not know what was going on with me, in lieu of me dropping a pen, tripping, and my notes were running off the page.  I knew something was wrong.        

It was in between surgery and rehabilitation and I do remember when reality hit me in the face.  I had an elaborate schedule for rehab: physical ...<< MORE >>

MRI Not As Promising

Last Thursday, I had my MRI done and it wasn’t as promising as I thought. I feel good.  I have been speaking well (more than ever).  I have been walking better and the motion that is in hand is improving. 

It does not make any sense.  Get with it, brain!!  I feel this is not fare. More so, I am afraid.  

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Swimming and Dancing

I started the summer with salsa dancing, swimming, and walking with stairs.  Salsa is difficult because I just can’t move like I used to do: the turns, my leg, and my right arm.  I can’t stop because I enjoy it so much. 

Swimming was my saving grace.  It gives me chance to clear my head.  The problem was that I had not gotten into water for a really long time.  I ...<< MORE >>

Graduation from Santa Monica College

I GRADUTED yesterday!!!!   

At first, it was a hard day for me.  Even though, I knew had accomplished a lot, there was doubt in back in mind.  2007 was supposed to be year the graduated from the university. I was crying all morning. 

My sister said, “Look at what you’ve accomplished, no one as much tenacity you do.”(I love my sister).  ...<< MORE >>

Chemo and New Friend

I had chemo, last Thursday and sat next an older man.  The man worked at UCLA.  We got into a conversation about what people say when they see you. 

He said, “I dislike it when people say, well, you look good.”  I very quickly agreed because I may look good but I don’t feel good.  I said, “I dislike it when people say are you hanging in there?”  My answer would ...<< MORE >>

I Am Love

I was asking myself: Why I do push away people that I care about?<< MORE >>

Good News but Chemo Is Harder

The MRI went well and the tumor is stable. The chemo was a lot for me this time. << MORE >>

Chemo and My Hair

I was in the shower when my hair fell out.<< MORE >>

Life Miracles Are Happening

Ever since I declared myself free from cancer, miracles have been happening all around me. << MORE >>

4-5-07 Monster Taking Over My Head 4-9-07 Conscious Removal

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My Story - Not My Choice, But This Is Me

The doctors there were saying I had cancer “Leukemia”. I had no clue as to what they were talking about but I knew that it was bad. So I started to cry, and yell. I was 6 years old at the time. << MORE >>